Exercise Ball.

Yeay! I bought an exercise ball already! hehe. happy happy. now i can do sit-ups without pain. i chose the one in blue colour so that it will match my room coz i'm gonna put it in my room, eh hari tu bukan ke aku kata nak cat warna baru utk bilik?

oh exercise ball best okayy hehe. selama ni buat sit-ups, baru buat 5 kali dah rasa cam dah pengsan sakit tulang belakang rasa cam nak patah ntah pape. tadi buat sit-ups guna exercise ball tak sakit. heh heh eheh.

so, what are u waiting for? go to the nearest store and own one now! ceh, poyo ah.

Spread Disease.

just had my emo moment just now. spilled it out with anna. oh before i had my emo moment, anna had hers & she spilled it out to me. like maybe one hour later, my heart suddenly felt the same way too. but i'm okay now, hehehe! it's like a spread disease lah! like, if one of us (Anna or Azzah or Me) is emo, the other both parties will feel the same way too. and the result, the three of us jadi emo. selalu mcm tu kan?

the one yang jadi bingung bila kami bertiga ada masalah emo ni ialah Siti. haha. pity her for having to face this. I wonder if Azzah is emo or not tonight. haha sik sabar tunggu Anna & Azzah habis exam. boleh hang out sama-sama!!!!

wwwweeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My room.

Petang-petang yg sejuk mcm ni, menikmati bubur durian panas, okay gila sedap. had my tea with my grandfather just now. this evening's menu is bubur durian haha be jealous.

i wanna 'change' my room design/style/whateveryoucallit. but i don't know how. if i wanna paint a new colour for my room, it will be a huge work. i hate it. currently my room is in blue colour. it has been in blue since rumah ni dibina lagi. masa tu saya around, darjah 6 maybe. dulu time muda, saya suka warna biru i don't know why! haha. usually, girls at that age suka colour pink kan? but not me. my dad asked afie (my little sister) & I what colour do we want for our own room. i said blue. my sister wanted pink coz she was into barbie at that age hahaha ok afie's gonna read this so i better stop now hahaha i can't!! ok back to the story. i like blue. maybe because dulu saya suka swimming, so, the swimming pool kan warna biru, so, since i like swimming so much, (like, i swim 5 days in a week, from 4pm to 6pm, sometimes to 7 pm!), maybe the colour of the pool makes me like blue so much haha. okay itu dahulu. now i like red & black. ok not that i'm gonna paint my room wall red or black lah kan, coz it's gonna look freaky. oh did i tell you now my sister hates pink? age does change people kan. like, right now i don't like blue anymore, and my sister doesn't like pink anymore.

i have a new wardrobe already. all i need now are new curtains, new bedsheets, i don't know whether i wanna change the size of my bed or not. my current bed is in queen size. for the past few days, i've been thinking of changing it to a single size bed. so that my room will have larger space. but then again, what do i need larger space for?

oh malam semalam black out. it was like, 4 in the morning. saya memang jenis bila tidur, mesti ada 5 benda penting berada dekat saya. 2 torchlights (yes, TWO), 1 pepper spray under my pillow, 1 batang kayu golf sebelah katil and my handphone. i don't know, sebelum tido mesti saya ada 5 benda tu dekat saya. and pintu bilik saya mesti berkunci sebelum tido. mesti. sebab? saya takut. haha enough said. and no listening to mp3s when going to bed, because nanti kalau apa-apa terjadi, saya tak dengar, so it's dangerous. kalau kat kampus, it's different lah kan. i always put my earphone on whenever i'm inside the house, even when i'm going to bed sampai bawak tertido2 and bila bangun tersedar, mp3 masih on. haha. tp itu kat kampus. ntah. it's different. it's just is. ok jaoh giler aku cerita padahal mula-mula tadi nak cerita pasal blackout semalam. ok. semalam blackout so, kat rumah ada emergency light tapi outside of my room lah. so my room gelap gilaa takut sangat plus dengan bunyi lightning. seram woh nak tido. so since my room gelap gila, i have to open the door lah so that cahaya emergency light kat luar dapat masuk. tahu tak, saya tak boleh tido? sebab, pintu saya terbukak. everytime i tried to close my eyes last night, mesti hati rasa cam tak sedap. so i can't sleep!! sigh baru sedar, my room takde emergency light! i wanna buy an emergency light for my room. must!!

dan motif untuk post kali ini ialah? tak tahu. eh perlu ke motif? ko taip je la apa lam otak & jiwa kau sudey.

Kek Seri Kaya Sarawak.

memandangkan adik perempuan saya cuti sekolah hari ni, saya pun ajak dia buat Kek Seri Kaya Sarawak. bahan-bahan untuk buat kek ni memang dah ada. dah lama beli dah bahan-bahan ni. dah lama dah nak rasa kek ni buat sendiri. dah lama dah ingin nak buat. tp tak kesampaian tak tahu kenapa. so hari ni impian saya tercapai. oh yeah sangat suka.

Jadi, jom kongsi resepi & cara-cara buat kek ni! :)

Bahan-bahan: Tepung Gandum (250g), Horlick (200g), Tepung Susu (50g), Gula (100g), Butter (350g), Kaya (240g), Gula Hitam Browning (3 sudu besar), Telur (10 biji), Baking Powder (2 sudu kecil), Baking Soda (secubit), Aluminium Foil.

My Baby! Kenwood Mixer. hehe :)

1st: Gula + Butter, pukul sampai kembang. ( Bahan A)

2nd: Telur yg 10 biji tu tadi, asingkan kuning telur dgn putih telur.

3rd: Gula Hitam + Kaya + Kuning Telur, mix it together. (Bahan B)

4th: Mix (Bahan B) with (Bahan A) in the mixer.

5th: Putih Telur + Tepung Susu + Horlick + Tepung Gandum + Baking Soda + Baking Powder, mix them together in a big bowl (Bahan C)

Masuk Bahan C ke dalam Mixer yang ada Bahan A & Bahan B tadi.

Selepas diadun dgn rata, inilah hasilnya. tp belum masak ye.

Tutup dgn aluminium foil & kukuskan selama 1 jam 45 minit.

lepas sejuk, bolehla keluarkan kek tu from that square sliver thingy.

so the result?

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Tadaaa! haha ok lame.

saje letak bunga kat atas tu.

my little sister and I decorated the shape of the cake. bentukkan jadi shape love. hehe. this one untuk parents. since malam ni dia org sampai Kuching, so the love shapes, it's for them ;) hehe. pastu yg selebihnya hantar kat rumah nenek & rumah uncle.

Nenek suruh buat bisnes jual kek ni. haha. hadoi. mampu ke.

What life really is.

Parents saya outstation lagi. another weekend saya kena jadi ketua di rumah ni lagi. saya kakak sulung. it's like, you have to decide what to eat for dinner, whether the food is available at home or not, make sure that your little brother do his revisions, ask your siblings do they have anything tomorrow, if yes, then you're going to drive to send them to the place where they should be. mcm jadi mak, betol tak? and yes, i nag. i have to. i have to ask amirul to study. i have to make sure that the house is you know, safe. whatever. and malam-malam pun tak sedap hati nak tidur lena, knowing the fact that the house is under your responsibility. even the car. yes, i have the freedom to use & drive the car anywhere i wanna go, tp kalau minyak habis? i have to fill them. and i hate isik minyak rah gas station. serious. yes, there's a driver, but i hate burdening people, especially when it's weekend, ya lah, dia org pun manusia jugak, ada keluarga, ada anak. well, except when darurat then for me that's ok lah. sigh.

ok crap. i sound like a grown up.

SEMUA ni buat saya fikir. bila saya dah besar nanti, saya kena handle yg lebih serius daripada ni.

so, the moral of the story is, hehe. perkahwinan is not all about being in love with the right person. it's about responsibility. jgn fikir nak enjoy sahaja bila bercinta. tp kena fikir, bila dah kahwin, tanggungjawab kita sebagai ketua rumah, pendidik anak-anak, pemilik rumah, pemilik kereta, bayar yuran skolah anak, make sure anak blaja, make sure rumah selamat, make sure anak bergaul dgn org yg baik, make sure perkahwinan stabil, make sure duit stabil (ye lah, nak bayar rumah, kereta, yuran, insuran, apa ntah kejadah, sbb takkan nak suruh mak ayah kita bayarkan kot?), make sure kerja stabil, like oh my god. well, from what i observed lah, i observe my surroundings and i love to think. sbb itulah sampai bawak ke konklusi mcm ni. betol, tak caya sudey. saya tengok mak ayah saya, they have to work hard, and then bila masa free, dia org akan bawak kita org keluar. sometimes, ayah saya lepas balik outstation petang tu, terus malam tu saya dan adik-adik saya ajak keluar makan, without realising that ayah saya penat. so bila realised yg ayah penat, saya sebagai kakak sulung buat keputusan terus, makan kat rumah sahaja. adik-adik memang tak boleh lawan saya. ada masa kita boleh memiliki segalanya, dan ada jugak masa yg kita tak boleh memiliki semua yg kita nak. semuanya mesti ada menang & kalah. contoh mcm saya, ada masa saya diberi kebebasan satu hari keluar dgn kawan saya, balik malam pun takpe. tapi ada jugak masa where my parents suruh duduk rumah, kemas bilik, you know, stuffs that you don't like to do. ada masa ayah kita beri segalanya yg kita nak, take my example, that dslr camera. ayah saya terus beli. memang teruja. tetapi, ada jugak masa, ayah kita tak boleh bagi apa yg kita nak, tetapi kita kena akur. contoh sekarang ni, laptop saya rosak berbulan bulan yg lepas, dan sampai sekarang belum beli yg baru. sekarang ni saya pinjam laptop mak saya. mestilah tak best kan guna laptop yg bukan kita punya, but look, we can't win everything in this life. ingat je. Allah bagi satu, Allah tarik satu. ada masa tu, duit kita banyak sangat sampai boleh shopping apa-apa yg kita nak. tp ada hari kita pokai sampai kena makan nasi putih + telur dadar sahaja + air kosong. yup, itu pengalaman saya semasa saya kesuntukkan wang kat Kuantan dulu. sebenarnya ada duit, tp masa tu saya tengah saving nak beli DSLR. sanggup makan nasi putih + telur dadar demi DSLR. tengok budak lain relax je makan nasi, tomyam, mcD, sigh sedapnya. tapi bila duit dah cukup dalam genggaman, tiba-tiba suatu hari tu ayah saya nak beli DSLR tu untuk saya. duit yang saya dah save tu, saya tak tahu nak buat apa. Alhamdulillah, masih dalam account bank sampai sekarang saya tak tahu nak beli apa. takpe. simpan je. ayah saya kata, masa degree nanti, perlu duit jugak. simpan untuk masa tu lah kot. atau boleh spend masa keluar dgn Anna & Azzah masa dia org dah cuti nanti. hehe.

tak payah tipu, kadang-kadang hati kita memberontak kan bila apa yg kita betol-betol nak dihalang? all we can do is bersabar. ikut teori sunnah nabi. kalau marah, duduk. kalau masih marah baring. kalau masih marah, ambik wudhuk. tp saya selalu bila dah baring tu, tido. heh :D

tak tahu apa main point dalam post kali ni. saja mengeluarkan apa yg berada dalam fikiran & hati saya.

Kepayang Goreng Ikan Masin.

Menu hari ini, Kepayang Goreng Ikan Masin. belajar dari mak saya. saya suka makan Kepayang Goreng Ikan Masin ni dgn nasi kosong, tanpa lauk lain. ntah, selera saya mcm tu. bagi saya, sedap :)

Bahan A: Ini Kepayang. mcm bentuk cendawan kan.

Bahan B: bawang besar, cili, ikan bilis, ikan kembung masin (dihiris! mesti!)

nota: ikan masin tu, biar lebih pun takpe. sebab kita nak rasa masin dalam masakan. jgn letak sikit sangat ikan masin, nanti masakan ni takde rasa.

Bahan B goreng dulu, sampai garing.

pastu letak Bahan A (Kepayang).

Dah, siap okay! mudah, ringkas, sedap gilaa.

Kepayang ni, kalau kat Kuching, mudah didapati di Pasar Satok. Kalau kat tempat lain, saya tak tahu.

Odd Pictures.

I browsed through tumblr websites just now. something to share.

wikipedia dijadikan sbg sebuah buku. baling kat binatang, mati woh.

eh tak baik baling buku. tak baik bunuh jugak.

eh, sebelum kau nak baling, kau nak angkat buku ni, dpt ke?

hhaaambik kau.

Allah cipta sesuatu makhluk itu sebaik-baiknya.

this morning.

Long story short. I was having my breakfast when I heard a honk outside of my house. so I asked my maid to open the door. and well, a cupcake with my name on it was sent to me. i was like "aahhhh! so niceeee!". well, a surprise can really make my day huh?

so sweet :)

ps: tumblr.com is cool. i think.